Berita yang dinanti-nanti

Hope to hear a good news today. Bulehlah nak shopping sakan weekend nih. Tunggu....

Workload

Got new workload... wa!!!! I shall be very busy for the next 2 months. Naper la aku tak penah nak dapat relax macam org lain? At least, be very busy at one time and got rest for a project time. Ni la masanya bila cabaran tak dapat nak dicabar...rasa macam nak surrender je. What to do? makan gaji...lain la kalau jadi housewife full-time, boss buleh kaw-tim nyer...muahaha.

Anger Management

It's been 2 months already....since I've become Mrs. Marriage life? I think that's ok, not much difference than single life, except for bila tido, ada orang kat sebelah. (baca: ada orang berdengkur kat sebelah!)

Masa single dulu, married people mesti tanya...'Bila nak kawin?' 'Rugi wo tak kawin lagi..' and so on. So when time has arrived, I thought, 'What so great about being married?' Dah la duit habis banyak masa kawin (coz when nikah-kat-masjid-je-then-makan2 is forbidden by your family, coz you are the only daughter and the first one!), have to cope for , further more have to jaga hati everybody in the family (caused family has extended, not that before this I not jaga hati orang, blurgh!), have to go to all wedding invitation coz they all came to mine(not all that I want to see they went!) and the lists grows.

But, when I still struggling catching new things up, some more many friends keep asking me 'Dah berisi ke?'. While to some, making babies is like making ice cream(just put on the fridge and it got froze!), to some, it might take sometime to well adjusted to new things happens to our body. Or simply they were not ready for this instead. Well for me, the second opinion is much appropriate. Instead, one might caught me pretending that I desperately need to have baby (just like I desperately need to get married coz others done it too!), just to be in the normal married couple environment.

Anyway, one might never knew until they were in the situation too. So, to all my friend who are married (with or without kids) and who are not, bugged off. Save the question to yourself. Instead of asking me whether I am 'berisi' or not, why not asking me whether I am still a virgin or not...or worst, whether I am still alive or not. Duh!